Random Musings

1. 2
   May
   

   Idk

   Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind, where do I go?

   ~~

   Today marks the day when I have officially lost all hope in college relationships.

   I hope you’re happy though. Sincerely. 
2. 27
   Apr
   

   Waunder

   Every time I see you or talk to you, I wish I could put miles between us. I’m afraid of old feelings resurfacing. I’m afraid that someday you’ll tell me you found somebody new, or I’ll see you with her first.

   Being reminded of you is not only painful because you’re my first love, but you also represent everything I was and had before college started and life got so much more complicated. Before I realized I didn’t like the person I was becoming.

   I wish I could just grow a pair of wings and fly far away from it all and never look back until I’m too far away.

   A fresh start is what I need.

   ~~

   Spending the day with you was pretty fun. I wasn’t sure how things would be at first, but you’re actually pretty easy to talk to and you’re one of the more considerate people I know.Lately, I’ve been shutting people out again. It’s not that I’m antisocial or anything, but I just run out of things to say, and as Ke said a long while back, I’m just not “as chipper as usual”. 

   I don’t know. Maybe I just needed to talk to somebody new. Maybe I needed to talk to somebody new one-on-one. And maybe it just happened to be you.
3. 19
   Apr
   

   Whatever

   I’m done with you. Just done.

   ~~

   This tumblrs pretty much dead. No one really reads this anyway…except for maybe like 2 people. Hi Jo-ann. Hello Iantha, lol.

   So I’ll take a leaf out of your book and put things that once meant something, to rest.

   Good-bye.
4. 18
   Apr
   
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   Apr
   
   

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8. 17
   Apr
   

   Days 5-7

   Sooo sleepy….but I’ve slept in today…><

   *Sigh* I would so LOVE to be Sleeping Beauty right about now, so that I can sleep for a thousand years and wake up with my prince right by my side.

   Anywhos, I still need to study for my Micro exam, rehearse w/ Shirley for our law skit, rehearse my speech, BLOG FOR IDC, start constructing persuasive speech outline, finish com midterm, and….watch a freaking movie ughh. OHH before I forget…also need to print and fill out community service forms and finish volunteer hours. *SIGH*.

   Okay….I can do this. If anything, at least I’ll have plenty of things to keep me preoccupied.

   ~~

   Cause you know that baby, I

   I’m your biggest fan

   I’ll follow you until you love me

   Papa-paparazzi. <3
9. 17
   Apr
   
   

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